Why do I choose to write about an international family over
the awesome victories of the missionary life, or the rugged realities of using
an outdoor toilet? What is so valuable to me that I choose to spend more energy
telling my family story?
It’s just that my family is my gift from Jesus to learn how
to intimately love people who think differently than me, or acts in a way that
I would have never imagined, and love in a manner that softens my soul.
I’m an awkward girl. Really I am. Sometimes I wish I could
rewind time because I find myself being caught up in the moment and saying
something silly that can’t be unsaid…. Oh well. My family gets me, and in
gentleness they correct my thoughtlessness. It’s amazing to be loved in
kindness. My sweet sons, Today I’m
gushing over mostly about my romantic, committed Brazilian husband.
My husband loves me more than any man in my life has ever
attempted to imagine loving me. I had one really sweet offer from a young man
with a crush. He knew that my calling in life was to be a missionary, but his
calling was to be a successful business man in Colorado. He said that he would
buy an entire African village and move them to Colorado if I married him. It
was really not a missionary plan, more like forced refugees, but he didn’t know….
My husband knows about villages and refugee camps. He has walked in desperate places. Through
refugee camps, distant bush villages, and remote areas of Mozambique that truly
were hungry and thirsty for Jesus. He is a cool man, and a really resilient
missionary. He went to the villages, and stepped out of the comfort of his own
community in Brazil to spend what part of his life that Holy Spirit required of
him.
My husband knows his ministry calling is to be a missionary.
Yet when faced with the approval or acceptance of peers or leaders to pour
himself out entirely for the ministry, or minister to his family and protect us
–he chose to protect us. He has loved me and our sons at the cost of being
absent for a mission’s project, or a church visit when we were sick or suddenly
needed him. His love is sooo committed. He will lay everything down to be a
loving father. Now that is something worth writing about!
You see, I write about my International family because it is
my first ministry priority and priority in Life: as a loving mom and wife, I am
compelled to be a better missionary, minister, and leader. We believe that Papa
God loves family. We are committed to being a loving family that really does
invite people to draw closer to Jesus. By people we mean us, observers, participants,
people our lives may touch.
Our International Family’s desire is to always love God, and
family and pour out our lives in obedience to increase Papa God’s kingdom here
on earth so that we can really say, “on earth as it is in Heaven.” In heaven no
body is sad. So I like to spread the love, and celebrate that I am loved! You
are love too!!Better believe it.
Missionary Momma Mia
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